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Name: Anthony
Location: Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada
Birthday: 1/17/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: Self love. Masturbation. Manual stimulation.
Expertise: See above.
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 11/3/2001

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

happiness is a fish you can not catch

i mourn the past.
realization strikes me.
i have many regrets.
none?
a blatant lie.
there will always be.
i cannot rest.
these thoughts plague me.
always have, always will.
persistent, nagging, omnipresent.
i crave peace.
years have passed.
when will i be released?


from the hallowed past

two years it has been since i was last here.
five since i joined.
why does this still exist?
it serves solely as a beacon of memory.
the absence of words only strengthens the flood.
friends lost.
friends gained.
do i dare come back?
it was as if it is yesterday.
truly five years?
have i aged?
have i evolved?
i fear not.
same dance, different tune, different partner.
why?
something keeps me here.
grounds me.
who still roams here?
will noone hear my call?